Live is unfair, kill yourself or get over it...

"Child psychology", by black box recorder

First time I listen to that song was in muararajeun, when I was still in my Hobo phase. Pas bgt, waktu itu emang lagi galau2nya dengan segala macem. That club 69 incident, cewek disikat temen waktu lagi dlm tahanan, keluar2 gak ada kerjaan, gak ada skill, gak ada motivasi, gak ada yg nganggep serius. But hey, nobody would take you seriously if you don't take yourself seriously. No change would happen if you kept weeping and banging your head to the wall, finding comfort in blaming yourself ( and others) for the mistakes in your past. Fortunately, those shits pass away. I got married to a bright n beautiful woman, then Yoko arrived, then found out that I got skills after all, and nowadays I don't really gave a fuck to those who doesn't. But that song linger to this day. Thinking of it's lyrics help me when times are tough.. It's true then, the poison that doesn't kill you make you stronger..